So, my brother is not doing too good, as you can probably tell by his letter to mom that he sent today. My parents are SUPER concerned, like, maybe this is a sign that he should come back home, get better, and go back out, concerned. I guess that might be the right decision. He didn't directly send it to me, so when mom forwarded it to me, I sent it to Sarah and Briana. Not a good idea (I see right now) because Sarah is vulnerable and she called crying to mom and dad. On second thought, I wouldn't have sent that letter at all. Next time (if there is a next time), I'll use more discretion. Mom and Dad are going to call President Bednar tomorrow and discuss with him his next couple of options. We shall see if I will be sharing my room with Jacob by the end of this week. If so, I don't really want to go to Salt Lake. I want to be here for Jacob. IDK.
Oh yeah, the trip is back on. Sarah Rebecca called me emotional today and told me that she didn't take the job. That she went all the way out there ready to work and they said they had emailed her about actually coming on Wednesday. She looked at the place and its location in Santa Ana and totally felt really bad about working there and that was her decision.
I got my oil changed today at Valvoline. After everything they added on, it still cost me a good $120. Not very fun. They are very thorough and find everything that is recommended to change. I have to start thinking about more things that need to be replaced that cost a pretty penny like a new Serpentine Belt.
Then, after that and talking to Sarah, I picked up Chris Michael Acosta and we went to Wendy's. He just wanted to ask me to invite him to more things that involve more people so he can potentially find a girl and start a relationship. He feels lonely and like he doesn't have any friends.
Mom was concerned when she came home because there was only the mass email from Jacob. So she wrote him to write her and then the whopper of a letter came. It is really rocking their (Mom and Dad's) foundation. They are very emotional. They are comparing it to the time that I got sick.
FHE was good. Instead of having it outside like planned, we changed it to inside. We changed it to dodgeball, which was fun, and I saved some girls sitting on the stage. Then we played Australian kickball, a game that Sis. Harris knew about and taught us. We had fun, but it was very tiring, and dizzying. I started to feel pretty anxious after it. Sarah had asked me for a blessing and I did it after the activity. We prayed first and breathed, and then I gave her the blessing. It was nice, even if I was feeling a bit sick. But I started feeling better after and during it.
