Monday, May 6, 2019

My Hidden Treasures exercise: Dreams, crazy, written on paper

I want children. I love how beautiful they are. I love teenagers. I want to be friends with all of them. It’s not an easy goal. But it is fun. I want to be able to emphasize as well as reprove with love. I want to be respected, because I respect them. I want to share my likes with all those that I get to know. Starting with my wife, and passed on to my kids and friends. I want to be excited about life, especially in the route I want to take, in music; really in my OWN education of music. I can’t really fathom all the intracasies of music, but I want to FATHOM it someday and then be able to help others understand and love the things I love. I want to be happy. I don’t want to be scared of education in the University. I will love it because I am doing something with which I love and enjoy, and want to be self-actualized by teaching it to others.

I do want kids. I want to create a generation that love and follow the Savior. Who know who he is and are spiritual powerhouses, as well as well accomplished, but of their own volition. That love sports and arts and academia, such as reading and maths.

I want to be connected to my wife. I want to experience the joys and travails of raising kids and understanding those who we lovingly adopt into our lives and those that are our actual offspring. I want girls. Girls are just so passionate and loving. I want to inspire greatness in those of our children, that are to themselves. Help them bring out their personalities and light the world. I want to love them with all my heart.

When I have boys, I want to raise them to be the most charitable and well-mannered little kids and adults, of course of their own volition. I want to love them (both our boys and girls) with all my heart, and support them in all that they have in their lives. I mean, I don’t want to be judgemental hypocrite, if a person that I know comes to me with a real life real world problem, I don’t want to leave them in the dust, never to speak to them again. I want to love them. Invite them to be the best they can be, and, once again, inspire greatness.

I want a nice house. I’m not sure if I want to live in Arizona. I need the temperature to be bearable, and if it isn’t, a place to come to that has the appropriate adjusters, like A/C, pool, and cold showers. Preferably a place where the weather is mild. California is a well-weather place, but I want to live somewhere where I can grow.

That said, I want relationships with my immediate family that fosters love and growth. I love them so much, and will do anything for them if it is a reasonable request. I wanna inspire love in Sarah’s family as well. Happy thoughts, etc. I want to build meaningful relationships with each of my siblings and each of Sarah’s as well. I want Sarah to speak happily and positively of her own family, and spread the love and legacy to our children of hers and mine.

I want to travel to the different places of the world, for fun, for spirituality, and to learn more about the world. I want my family to learn about my Hispanic and White Heritage. Go to Peru. Eat the good food. Grow relationships with my Aunts and Uncles on my Dad’s side, to show them that we care and want the legacy to extend to Us.

Honestly, if I had one word that I want to describe my life, it would be:

LEGACY.

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