Another day has come and gone. Most of my day was spent at Amazon from 11:15am to 5:45pm. I took my lunch and was hungry but had only brought snack items, so I told Sarah and she told me to get something to eat. So, I went to Which Wich. Unfortunately, 30 minutes to order and eat and walk back to the building which is surrounded my construction, even having to jump over a divider just to avoid construction, was not enough time to do so. I clocked in like 3 or so minutes late. Oh well.
I was signed up for PEL (Project Eagle Landing). Which is receiving a notification that a package was undeliverable, then calling the driver, and perhaps the customer to ensure that the package gets delivered. We learned about it, but then didn't have to do it because they had enough people running the stations. So I was waiting, reading scriptures and stuff, and then they asked me if I could take part in printing and activating Amazon badges. I spent a good part of the rest of the shift (after lunch) activating badges, teaching a guy named Peter, and then helping him teach a replacement for both of us.
I got off of work and I was heading home, but for some reason I was feeling anxious. I didn't get on the freeway, I just took surface streets home. I even stopped by our new apartment, just to look at it, then go to the the park by the apartments so I could use the bathroom because my stomach was hurting. Then driving the rest of the way home.
I told Sarah about not feeling well, and we went through some guided meditations to see what the problems were. The biggest sentiment is that I feel separated from my family (Kerry, Jesse, and Gracie). And that I feel like I've overstayed my welcome and that they don't really want me here anymore. Of course, all those are false beliefs.
I was praying this morning that the $1300 check will come soon. Hopefully tomorrow it will be here. Otherwise, we don't have enough money. Sarah said her mom will let us borrow $300 if we need it. Hopefully we won't.
I talked to my sister for a bit. She's doing good. Her 7th day of work is tomorrow. She has a new job in Springville. It's salaried. Which is always good. She said she thinks I am weird for taking screenshots of Briana's pictures in her stories, and that Briana thinks the same things. I'll have to hear those words from Briana. I love them even if they think I'm weird.
I've begun reading the Book of Mormon from start to finish yesterday. I finished all the way up to 1 Nephi 8. Also, 10-day fast is going on now from Social Media.
The tios went on a hike this morning.
