Monday, September 10, 2018

9/10 Dreams of Choir/Music Teaching and Bad Vibes from Cheryl

Today was an interesting day. I was very tired this morning, and when Sarah called me before 7am, I was a little punk, and because of it, Sarah got upset. She said things like if I cared about life I would be up and reading scriptures with her. I did my best to tell her that although I don't condone it, my medicine that I take probably affects me terribly in the morning, and I have never been a morning person. We texted, and then we talk, and she wanted to know what my dreams were. Well, I prayed and thought about it, and the dream that came to mind would be to be a choir/music teacher in the High School level. I told Sarah this during lunch time and she was very happy I told her, even though I feel silly, because I don't think others would approve of my choice. But Sarah was very supportive and she wants me to live my dream, while she lives hers.

Gavin was super hyper today. Actually, all of them were very hyper today. I took him out. He ran for probably 30% of the time, at full speed 4 times. He's a fast little booger. And he laughs when he does so. I don't think he liked me praying or reading Jacob's letter to him.

For some reason, I get bad vibes from Cheryll. I don't really know why. Maybe it is a misunderstanding. The reason I say this (and maybe it is misfounded) is because I was in the bathroom with Jenna and the teacher, Eva, well, she left because stuff  happened to her lunch, phone, and floor of the office (because of Savannah), and I stood in the doorway, waiting for help. Tiffany was at lunch so I just stood there and waited. Well, Eva told Cheryl that she should help me, and she said that I need to learn how to do this stuff on my own with Jenna. Well, Eva told her that I can't be alone with Jenna in the bathroom. Well, when she came to the bathroom, I expressed relief and she was like, go, I can do it myself. She wasn't very happy with me. I think she thinks that I don't really pull my weight in the class, and this was one of the reasons. She also tells me to do some stuff, a little condescendingly, because I am doing them wrong or stuff that she thinks could be better. Anyways, I told Sarah and Shaunna. I feel better.

Sarah called me sobbing because Enoch was being racist about Serena Williams, and because Athena hung up on her when Sarah said that rules aren't always just. She was very upset. I listened to her.

We had FHE with Shaunna. Sarah gave a great lesson and picked a super great game of Temple Trivia.

Aunt Kerry had an IEP about Brady with Eva and others today. She was a little flustered when she got back home.

Oh, and Aunt Ann came over to ask for our help with her Bluetooth headphones.

It was a good day. I feel more fulfilled for expressing that I want to be a choir teacher.

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